Far From the Tree

A master violinmaker receives an order for two instruments, commissioned by a single patron for her twin daughters. She sources two book-matched pieces of spruce for the tops and two of maple for the backs, cut sequentially from the same magnificent trees. For months, she works in parallel, carving the arches, bending the ribs, and fitting the bass bars with identical tools and templates. She uses the same varnish, mixed in a single batch, and applies it with the same brushes in the same number of coats. When she is finished, the two violins are, to any observer, indistinguishable. But when the first twin plays her violin, the sound is warm, resonant, and full of life. When the second twin plays hers, the tone is thin, constricted, and brittle. The violinmaker is confounded. The wood was the same, the design was the same, the process was the same. Yet one instrument sings, and the other screams.

This is the paradox that parents of exceptional children face every day. They begin with the same biological material, the same hopes, the same love, and the same home environment, yet one child’s development follows a familiar melody while another’s follows a path so radically different it feels like a song from another world. Journalist and writer Andrew Solomon found himself wrestling with this very dissonance, not as a luthier, but as a son. Growing up gay, he felt a profound disconnect from his parents, a loving chasm he struggled to name. This personal experience of being profoundly different from the people who raised him sparked a decade-long journey. Solomon, who holds a Ph.D. in psychology from Cambridge, set out to interview hundreds of families navigating identities like deafness, dwarfism, autism, and schizophrenia, seeking to understand how we find love and meaning because of our differences.

Module 1: The Two Kinds of Identity—Vertical vs. Horizontal

The book's central idea rests on a powerful distinction. Solomon proposes two ways we form our sense of self.

First, there are "vertical identities." These are traits passed down from parent to child. Think of ethnicity, language, or religion. A child of Italian immigrants learns Italian culture at home. This identity is inherited directly through family lines. It reinforces a sense of continuity and belonging within the family unit.

But then there are "horizontal identities." A horizontal identity is a trait foreign to a child's parents that they must learn from a peer group. These identities can arise from recessive genes, random mutations, or life experiences. Most gay children are born to straight parents. Most deaf children are born to hearing parents. A musical prodigy might emerge in a family with no musical talent.

So what's the big deal? The friction between vertical and horizontal identity is where the drama of family life unfolds. Parents often expect to "reproduce" themselves, creating a miniature version of their own world. Instead, they "produce" a stranger. When that stranger has a strong horizontal identity, it can feel like a crisis. The parent's fantasy of continuity is broken.

This initial shock is a recurring theme. A mother of a dwarf child confessed she would have preferred a child who was blind or deaf. Anything but a dwarf. This isn't a failure of love. It’s the raw, honest reaction to a shattered expectation. The journey of these families is the process of moving from that initial rejection to tolerance, then to acceptance, and finally, often, to celebration. They learn to love the child they have, not the one they imagined.

And here's the thing. The struggle to accept a child's horizontal identity forges the most profound love. This is a love that must see and embrace the other person for exactly who they are. It’s a harder love, but a deeper one.